Beloved Catboy

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+---
+title: Catboy mistakenly abused
+date: 2023-09-04T21:58:14 
+categories: ["post"] 
+tags: ["story", "abuse"]
+---
+
+# The day I made a mistake
+
+Was a Friday, it didn’t look scary at all.
+Was quite normal to be honest except, that work was short, with only 1h 30min worked.
+But that was okay because time budget allowed it and it was needed much.
+The won time we spent next to our catboy in bed, it was lovely.
+It even asked us if we didn’t needed to work, lovely.
+But that didn’t hold long, behold of our mistakes.
+
+# The problem
+
+We makes mistakes when stressed, the fact we werent alone for weeks didn't help....
+But we proceeded anyways even tho it was clear something bad was gonna happen.
+So we took our special collar which one can control, we walked up to our catboy.
+Put it on, then asked if it trusted us? Of course it did...
+We went on to grab the remote;
+Only problem it was set on wrong mode. So we tried to switch it; Easy 3x button presses. One press it should be on light mode; Second press it should be on beep; Third yes yes its what we want Vibration.
+
+But what really happened is tragic, we pressed 3 times the wrong button;
+Sending shock at level 34 3 times. That hurts of course and obviously without any warning one must feel abused in trust.
+It happened automatically, as if we were locked out of our brain, something send "Press thumb down 3 times" command and the brain put it onto the queue and locked us out.
+
+# How we handled it
+
+We took it off, and acted as if it were a conscious decision that we just randomly shocked our catboy.
+But thats so far from the truth as written above.
+But I was scared I would make it worse by "Putting a excuse in the room" but by now enough time has passed that I have the courage to openly accepted my mistakes and be open about it.
+
+# What I need to do
+
+Be more focused, talk about mistakes.
+IF it was just that easy :(
+I wanna cry I hurt the cute catboy, why? I dont know the scene is on repeat in our head.
+We cant escape it but also cant change it WHY Universe why?
+With what have I deserved that?
+
+
+Dedicated to our lovely catboy <3 :3
+She deserves the world and much more!!!

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